yes!
you are missing something.
it has nothing to do with being gay, this Spermo-Gnostic OTO. it's a ritual. for some reason, many into high level mathematics find these wizardly things so fascinating that they participate and even write scads and scads of writings about it(i think it's because mathematics were once called "magic" or as Crowley would write it, "magik".

). A. Crowley is their great initiator in the 20th century. lots of the big boys are self proclaimed followers, like Earth, Wind and Fire(the "shining star" lyrics being Crowley's own words which include "the law is Love. Love under Will".), the Beatles(his picture on Sgt. Peppers), the Rolling Stones, Ozzie, Jethro Tull, and of course, bands like Tool. the most famous Crowley followers include Kings(and a recent British PM), but one of my favorites is the founder of Pasadena's JPL and the inventor of the fuel for the Saturn V rocket(even that name is crazy wicked

), Mr. Jack Parsons, the guy who lost a wife and girlfriend and eventually a life to L Ron Hubbard.
i'm just giggling, i'm like a 5 year-old who saw his older brother kissing a girl or a guy with a big nose.
you can always fact check me....
btw-i really like the way "Shining Star" sounds...