Thank you for all your heartfelt feelings Stardust! I would not know what to do without your support! Please, keep loving me as intensely as today, I rely need “your approval” and wonderful human emotions to be able to BE MYSELF, I would not bear not to have your approval, please, don’t ever go away…, my being needs you!
Common man, who do you think you are, Jesus?
Go and lie to someone else, or try doing it in front of your own mirror you may even end up believing it yourself, but it does not and will not work with me, sorry. The use of some meaningful words means nothing to me, you have first to incarnate them in your presence, in your real life, anyone can talk, but few can be what they say. You are not what you say, your own words reflects it. I don’t have time for your emptiness and I don’t have time for your loved friend either. Do not lose your time, honestly, I will not answer you. You should, in the first place not be here as you are complaining about being here as someone that we have brought by force, (in this you are identical to your friend), this is an unintelligent masochism, as stupid as it can get! Go back to your perfect world, and then get back to this thread in four years, your views of the world would already have changed enough to understand what we are talking about here, as you will be able to witness by yourself what you have subconsciously denied using me as the inner projection that you don’t want to accept in your own psychology.
As a last hint for your understanding, and final words: look at what you do, you come back without having read what people have said in these last months in this thread, there are many interesting conversations, jokes, links, thoughts, facts, etc., and without doing any analysis, you take your keyboard and start writing many adjectives here and there that together means simply nothing solid, you have not an argument, you reject everything because YOU ARE LIVING IN THE PAST, you came back to this thread and kept going with the exact same feelings you leaved a few months ago. You have even forgotten that the meaning of zealots has been already explained to you as been wrong, but you still use it in the same way, that means that you are someone that never changes a dot of what he is, you are behind the facts, and behind the time of this thread. Please, go back to your perfect world and let us be in our own imperfect world, we poor mortals.
Anyway, so many great feelings you pretend to express are nothing but self-love, love for yourself, because if you would really be someone with good feelings and understanding for others, the first thing you would do is having some respect for what others think and are doing, and you would profess real love, which includes fogginess and charity. If you truly think I am an imbecile that does not know what he is talking about and that I am in fact suffering for what I think it is the end of our society as we know it today, you should have some compassion for me, and not sarcasm, you should treat me with patience, not with cynicism. If you were such a good person as you paint yourself in the fresco of your dreams, you would not come here trying to look for the anger of Gary, because this is exactly what you are doing, you are looking for fights, you better go with your friend, he likes this stupid endless talks without meaning or reason, and keep talking to each other the whole day through if you like, but let people think by themselves. Gary did not even talk about you all these months, but you come back with the same excrement in your fingers and through up all over the place. If you actually were such a good person, you should so think about all this and be willing to change the stupid pride you have for yourself, the stupid love for your own person. Your self-love is a clear prove that you are a kid, go back to your perfect world and keep playing with your Game-Boy until the ruff falls into your head, you may perhaps grow up finally by the force of events. Do not look for brainless fights anymore; you may end up finding only more emptiness than then one you already have. If you have, nevertheless, a genuine interest in this thread, about what people say and want to COMMUNICATE with us, you will always be welcomed
